やっぱり・・・。

I have been feeling better these couple of days.

Ah!
10日ぶりに・・・。
It was just lightning， it was too gright.
Oh God， you were sooooooo cool!!!，as always!
I just could not belive that you opened the doorand came to straight towards to me.....
You know， I have been always wondering where.....，well， Isn’t it possible to.......?
I hope， someday....，not soon，I know， but someday......oh God，please please.
I hope so，yes， I really hope so.
I don’t care how long it’s gonna take as my feeling will be the same， I am sure.

I strongly want him to understand that I am not like the others. you know.

Because I am serious.

でも彼女達はずるいよね、本当は他の人なのに！
私は違う！

I am going to get the result tomorrow， I hope that the problem is solved， I am still very worried about it though.